"I was right... yet i was hurt..."
ouch. haha. i'll give you the scenario.. let's name me umm.. princess, the friend reina and the guy mark.
I was attracted to three guys. well, sort of... my first love, mark and another guy. i felt that "the other guy" is the one i love right now. but still, it felt like i still have some feeling for my first love and that i still feel very happy when i talk to mark.
I just came from my classes when I saw reina and greeted her with the usual smile. she's very close to me. she knows about the three guys. we walked together. then, she told me about the usual stories.. and some stuff that happened.. updated me on mark.. then told me something shocking..
"then you know what princess? mark asked me if he could court me.."
princess' mind: whaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaat??? my friend??? my closest friend?? there are about 200 plus agreeable girls in the school, why her???
princess' mouth: really? oh my gosh! i always thought there was something. and i was right wasn't i? *laugh *laugh *laugh
princess' heart: OUCH. OUCH. OUCH. *heart broken *heartbroken.
you get it don't you? *sigh.. i told you.. that's how sad it is.. she's like katie holmes who had a crush on tom cruise then got him in the end. i know that reina liked mark. but that was in second year, she told me that LAST YEAR. she said she didn't have any more feelings for him.. why did she have to lie???
well.. of course, in scenarios like this, one has to sacrifice. and that one's me. i can't let my friend be sad only because of me.. so instead of ruining her happiness, i'd shut my mouth and let them be happy..
bright side: (not so..) finally decided on who to choose if given a chance.
